Trials

Oh trials, so bittersweet to have them. I love what you learn with a trial but the first few days i feel defeated until I change my outlook and realize I ALWAYS learn something good. I post this not because I am going through a trial but because sometimes I just need to vent. Sometimes I feel picked on and overwhelmed but I honestly wouldn't change anything in my life. I love life.. Chris has recently started graveyards. It is hopefully worth it, right now he leaves once the kids are in bed and comes home when they are still asleep. But I miss him every night he is gone! Its exhausting because I am just getting used to it. But I am SO SO grateful that he is willing to work and provide for our little family! I am so Grateful that I get to be a mom! My kids are the best around! Even though we have tantrums and meltdowns I LOVE every minute. Just to add.... I have found a new love! I LOVE COUPONING! I just started but man is it addicting I love once the kids are in bed that I get to sit down (once everything is clean) and clip and snip my coupons! Life is GOOD, I am grateful for trials, even though mine is small, I learn alot and hope it helps me become a better mom and wife. I posted this video because I love HILARY WEEKS! and its a good reminder that someone always has it worse and we can get through ANYTHING!